Well I guess I am back on track after all my physical difficulties over the past 4 years, I am back to having my yearly flu attack during February. I actually went into work on Monday but as soon as I got there I knew it would not be for long. I was still suffering with a very sore throat that had bothered me since Friday and now my head was pounding and my breathing was getting increasingly shallow. I went to Occupational Health and the guy took one look at me and sent me home. Today was worse, not only did I not feel any better, but now I have explosive diarrhea and my coughing makes me increasingly nervous.

Nicole pointed out that today we are only 199 days away from the wedding, and at this rate I am going to be the same size as I am right now, it seems like no matter what, something happens to prevent me from getting those first few days started.

Excuses excuses. I mean I wouldn’t take that from my girls at gym, so why do I tolerate it from myself when it is SO much more important that I perform well than they do. Well, we are going to see how well we do at Weight Watchers and then maybe I’ll find something to finally motivate me…